still at it

Well, i haven't been home for the last couple of days. I had to stay w/ my mom since she was driving me to work. Oh how things are rapidly falling apart! My car is crap. i give up on it. I have no transportation, which is totally crippling considering that i drive about 80 miles a day. i don't know where to turn. someone suggested that i needed a sugar daddy, and to be honest that's not sounding like such a bad idea at this point! Did any of you know that there is an actual dating site to find a sugar daddy?!?! i was a little shocked to find this out. however, since I'm in such a crappy spot i signed up. It seems like its mostly a bunch of old pervs! i just wish my car hadn't died, its really made everything completely worse for me. I'm officially not in school at this point since i cant even drive there. There just has to be more to life than this....